owner of a lonely heart (: haha. is much better than owner of a broken heart.
1:11 PM
Saturday, January 03, 2009//*
it's over. what's the point. it's over. :( feeling unhappy over something that happened 2 years ago, a year ago, half a year ago, last month, last week, yesterday, today. thinking that those times will return, hoping, praying, and now almost begging.
remembering what you told me, what you did not, and asking why why why.
waiting for that sms, waiting for that mail, waiting for that call.
till hope fades into disappointment, and numbness.
7:15 PM
Friday, January 02, 2009//*
ARGHHHHH!
that is the LAST time i would bother trying to stay in touch with you over the holis, you unappreciative person!
10:25 PM
heyya! it's the new year already! (:
and i celebrated my last day of 2008 with all my families, and friends! yay (: as well as the lovely letter Huiyi wrote to me.
a best friend defines who you truly are. so thanks miss camel. i think of that one thing that makes me me, and i know you are the one who i want to share it with.
